Monday, October 30, 2006

It's so true.

I really agree that when one is being too nice, others seem to be taking that for granted. I may be too silly but at least I know that's my nature. Crash it if you want. I can only say that I've already lost my ability to judge the truth.

Why do some believe that turning up sunday church services and participating in some Godly-conversations would position themselves as good Christians? No, I'm not pointing my index finger at anyone. But yeah..why? Because I believe that's more to be called as good Christian and "Actions speak louder than Words".

And now that they're only "squeezing out the juices" instead of serving everyone an answer. You guys only give me more headaches. Thanks to my examination, for I know you guys will avoid calling me. Good or bad, you guys decide.

"Wrestle with God until we see the breakthrough." I know He spoke to me at that very moment. I know =)

Friday, October 27, 2006

cannot la!

Being MIA is totally unacceptable! HAHAHA.

You know, currently there are only 4 things that can really hold up my happy-go-la-la mood are sunday church services, ULs, bible readings and his phone calls.

Since when we talked this much? Since when I wanna hear your voice this much? and since when... we cannot live without talking for even a day? Our conversations were so emo emo for a moment and so rojak (LOL) at the next. Thanks for cheering me up and giving me your utmost assurance. of course, not forgetting the song yongqi.

*愛真的需要勇氣 來面對流言蜚語
 只要你一個眼神肯定 我的愛就有意義
 我們都需要勇氣 去相信會在一起
 人潮擁擠我能感覺你
 放在我手心裡 你的真心*


I'm still waiting for the final phone call about when to return back home. becos.. yes! My sister is getting married! I'm still gonna spend my summer here with 1 or 2 trips back. ARGH! Can I just say YES to stacey's wedding and NO to CNY? WAHAHAHA!

Worthy is God of our worship,
Worthy is He of our praise,
Magnify Him with thanksgiving,
Gladly our voices we raise.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

I and MIA

I wouldn't want to turn back time. yeah. no way.

I've made mistakes and yeah.. i learnt from the lessons and i am so never gonna go back to that again.

cycles and cycles, they won't put it to an end unless you insist.

Everything seems so screwed up lately. I've been praying a lot. Miracles and more miracles please? I'm so hungry for God's words. I can't wait for sunday!!!!

so many conversations being made. and yet, my mind is still not on its own. what happened? The answers are just right in front of me but I chose to ignore. ARGH! I need to go MIA for a while. Time is running out and I find it hard to concentrate. MIA MIA MIA, GO GO GO!

till _________

ta!

Monday, October 23, 2006

Planet Uni Camp

Remember my awesome planet uni camp? HAHAHA. Had lots of fun with my incredible brothers and sisters in Christ. Really thank God for all the breakthroughs we had.

And Oh! This is me... HAHAHA.


Anyway, here's the video!Enjoy!




P.S Check out Planetuni webby for pics!

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

猫咪。

猫咪:

你为何像一只狗,站在我的门外守护着呢?

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他告诉我,他会买Krispy Kremes给我..... 真的吗?为何我们几乎每晚都会通电话呢?? 我真的被 动摇了吗? 不可以!!! 太快了啦!!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

爱与不爱,已经不重要了。

我不要分心。Because I can't afford to.
祈祷有一天我和你都会看到真相.
Though it was really awkward to meet you for the first time since after you expressed your feelings to me. But one thing never changes.... we're still as crappy as before.
我学到了一个道理: 在感情上, 不要有渴望. 因为' 渴望 ' 会导致有' 贪 ' 的心态.
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来一点童真吧.. 哈哈!


"当我们同在一起,在一起,在一起.
当我们同在一起, 真快乐无比.
你对我笑嘻嘻,我对你笑哈哈.
当我们同在一起, 真快乐无比"


压力啊! 2 more weeks...

24小时没睡过.....我是SUPERWOMAN! HURRAY!

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Everything that you've said last night seems so surreal. And I'm pretty serious that has never crossed my mind. To be honest, I really do admire you A LOT. I'm still in the state of accepting this shocking news... Like you said, we need to put Him as our top priority in life. So, lets see how things are meant to be for us =)

Exams in 2 weeks time. Summer is gonna be fun! With my first ever planet shakers conference and _____ ( shall talk about it nearer to the end of the month)!

P.S Enjoy the presence of God!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Philippians 3:12-15

"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.

Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.


All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you."


Many thanks to Juni and TJ for sharing at tonight's UL. It was awesome and God was really speaking to everyone. everything's fine and next week it's the UL retreat to Mornington! But for some reasons, i 'll give that a miss. Church on sunday! Can't wait! =)

good night~

Thursday, October 05, 2006

chances of me moving over to temple court is 50:50. fell in love with the apartment after my stay overs at Sylvia's. busy with exam preparation, UL, church friends, test and my very last case study of this semester. Will be taking up financial planning next year, they say it engages with good prospects. *wink* temp of the day was 30 degrees, oh yes.. summer is just around the corner!

Justin was suggesting a holiday tour around australia over the summer, anyone? hehe.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

最漆黑的時刻 你握著我的手
淚光閃爍 看希望一點點沉沒

追逐夢時搖晃 你扛我在肩上
尋見曙光 我們卻開始迷惘

*世界如此沉默 卻像在說謊
 吵雜霓虹 我無力辨認對錯
 未來或許很難 遇不上誘惑
 如果你真愛我
 就算我選擇錯 放了我*

最燦爛的季節 你在我心中
城市迷宮 我想念直接的感動

追逐夢時搖晃 隨著模糊方向
努力生活 我努力試著執著

*世界如此沉默 卻像在說謊
 吵雜霓虹 我無力辨認對錯
 未來或許很難 遇不上誘惑
 如果你真愛我
 就算我選擇錯 放了我*

祝福我 給我最後擁抱和寬容
天空 失去了你不再遼闊

世界如此沉默 卻像在說謊
吵雜霓虹 我無力辨認對錯
愛情或許很難 堅守著承諾
如果你真愛我
就算我選擇錯 放了我

如果你真愛我
如果我陷入危險 忘了我