Still

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

Words and Music by Reuben Morgan

My monday.

Church was awesome with Pastor Judah Smith's sharing.

Grab your bible( if you've one) and turn to Psalm 34:8
"Taste and see how good the Lord is"

Had lunch with boss at box hill this afternoon... she said to me "ash, this year is gonna be the year on how much you will be growing (independently) and dealing with your problems with the help of God"

you know what? It really doesn't matter if I'll be able to get myself a bf in any time soon because loneliness isn't a problem to me. Because I know that He will be there for me even if my world falls apart. Yeah, you read it right, even if my world falls apart.

We had an awesome time catching up with each other. And I'm glad that I told her everything.
She's like the most amazing and reliable leader to me. Thanks again, boss.

Doctor appointment was at 3.45pm. And check this blur chick out(WAHAHA).....I didn't bring my blood report!!!!!!! Nvm, he looked at my urine report and told me that my specimen has shown symptoms of infection. 3 weeks after my hospitalization(which is today), I did another urine test AGAIN.

Another doctor appointment next monday!

a normal consultation is AU$60/-. And NO! No medication is inclusive. And that sixty dollars applies on weekdays. it's freaking seventy dollars on weekends.

OSHC means so much to us. Us, as in international students.

but... I still hate the way it is right here.

I feel like a SICK PIG.

为何你非要伤害她呢？

为什么你就不学会如何珍惜那些关心你的人呢？

你不累吗？

你不感到厌倦吗?

我不得不去想。 这一切，都让我感到太失望了。

WOW!

1 wedding dinner at Ritz Singapore. 1 offical wedding ceremony and lunch at Malaysia. 2 online tests. 1 essay.

10 days in total.

Before these, I actually had doubts if I was able to make it through.

I've made it!!!!! I'm sooo proud of myself la.

This trip back to singapore and malaysia was such a meaningful one.

of course, I was my sis' bridesmaid =)

A lifetime promise. A true love.

Stacey, I am really happy for you.



*I am back in Melbourne for my summer paper. Will be flying back again for CNY and of course for MOS with my girls!

can't wait!

Back HOME.

I miss HOME.

I really do.....

but with so many issues on hand, I have no idea how to handle it.

sometimes I wonder.... what would happen if I chose not to study aboard right from the start?

oh well. I'll leave it all to God.

orchard rd later today!

ta!