Congratulations on your posting. God Bless You.

A 'heart' for an exchange for a hug : )

it's here again. i'm craving for newton's sambal food. sleepless nights, late night revision, day time sleeping in.
it's gonna end soon or later. church was fun yesterday. perhaps it's the solid connection with Father or the marvellous crowd at the hall.
And yes, it's the revision week, follow by the study break and it's time for exams. I've been online at Msn for the sake of letting others know that I'm still alive. So, please don't try your luck to message me though there were some lucky ones.

so neighbour said Drivens' dead. Screwtape Letters' out. Looking forward for some really great songs.

questions. but no answer.
time adjusting. but no intention given.

Sometime, I wish I could just run away from you. Though I know it can't be possible.

Now, I do need my guy to ease away the pain or whatever bull shit that is heading towards my life. Still, things happen for a reason. It's all about adapting to it and live with the different circumstances in life! adapt to it, Ashley!

tell me there's more than just sambal sotong waiting for me! haha.

White Night. Passion.

So the lazy me, decided to make a collage for some of the pics taken at White Night party. It feels more like a girl party! Planet Uni photographers have taken some pics of us with the monkey-ly stella. hmmm, will it be uploaded online? HAHA. 'Pick it Up' is gonna launch this coming sunday! Oh, Passion was the winner at White Night with 10 Hoyts' movie tickets won! Which means, we're gonna meet up for movie catching and food hunting! can't wait!

Yes, He's definitely the Man of the year.

Man of the year goes to MR LEE MINGWEI.

first male pregnancy.

bravo! Bringing a child to the world.. isn't it beautiful? Even he agrees with that!

being a student, i think my worries for simply everything has gone beyond hope.
i like to worry a lot.
and ever since the little disagreement arise, I'm so keen to get out of here.
been looking for apartments. and i guess i've given too much attention on it.
exams in 3 weeks time... moving out now sounds insane. but i'm not sure why, I just wanna find a place asap, move in when i return back to Melbourne.
looking out for pleasant apartment is not like buying cabbage in the market. I know that. but I can't wait to move out too.

i've given too much pressure to people on that.
i'm sorry.
becos i've not intention to stress anyone.

i'm having mood swings lately.
not that I'm unhappy about not getting an apartment yet or etc, I'm just unhappy with myself.
why am I feeling this way? I'm starting to question my personality.
yeah, maybe some of you think that I should've done that earlier.

saying that I hate myself is idiotic.
but i can't do anything but to blame myself for being too eager to move out.

this may be a signal from God that I should just keep the way things are.

Was listening to Driven. Bring back the memories of those rush hours lunch,dinner,supper,cafe,movies. Felt so much like home. Thanks to your songs :)
Neighbour, I really miss you so. aussie land this year lah!

steamboat this friday - hurray!
clarins special offer & planet shakers white party this saturday - hurray!!! hurray!!!

i'm like a polar bear. winter makes me sleeps like one. man! it shouldnt be happening.
my last assignment wasn't as smooth as it should be. groupmates' work pushing? I did the 3rd recovery since feb? screw you toshiba. i have been a cry baby these while... reason? the huge ignorance from my groupmates? "i've other assignments to do... can you do for me?" and yeah lah, they know I don't want to screw it too. of course they're not that ridiculous that there's a need to go fwd to the lecturer.

judgement everywhere! I hate it! it upsets me okie? my files have no freaking virus okie?!
monday was a bad bad day.
the songs playing over at radio stations here are freaking dreadful! missing 98.7 fm for long....
i've been watching korea dramas online at youtube. and the bloody internet usage has gone up to 80% of it. which means we left with 20% till the end of the month.
tell me....will that ever happen in singapore? sob.... my unlimited usage with maxonline....
damn it. so yucky

yeah, the grumpy me.

The Middle - Jimmy Eat World

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle, it'll up the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
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It was a random song I came across prior to my first O paper.
(best of luck for my battle ahead)

I am gonna prove it right.

Baptism

And so... the question is right there,waiting for me to answer. Baptism is also a celebration for a new life. Pastor Xiaoli urged me to get baptize. Don't ask me why but I told her I need time to think about it. Les said I need to get ready before doing it. Is not a bad thing to get baptize of course..but deep down I know I can't do it right now.

When 'ready' is ready?

Katie Melua - 'The Closest Thing To Crazy'

beautiful

Is Mother's Day this sunday. The writing of the card was so depressing... haha. Becos I was weeping while writing. Don't ask me why.


I love you, mother :)

total equity, acid/quick ratios, ROE,ROA,Asset turnover etc etc....
whole night of ratio-ing.... and i've got to spend my entire day at sch....lecture,group discussion,tutorial,lecture and assignment discussion..
4 1/2 weeks more!!!!


yawn.... time to sleep?!

All my papers squeezing together in a week. 12th - 16th. time is running out.

wondering if I'll be as hardworking as what I was during my Os. gosh! I miss my life in secondary school.
I miss how those triple-s screwed us, how many tuna bread I had for lunch just to rush for another group revision. how I fainted at school becos I over-worked. How I finished 3 ten years series in a month. How wild was class 501 though we were really stressed out. How well we conducted our PE classes(fun and fun and FUN!) I miss how we celebrated everyone's bday in class(candles and cakes) Miss the hugs and encouragement from teachers and classmates. Of course, the tears we shed when we graduated from East View. I miss class 501 of year 2002.